i can’t believe i even got into this account again. I know I ruined tumblr for you. 11 years and we’re no further than where we started. Al though, we did get far quick. I woke up on a cold Valentine’s Day to Arkadiy getting you something . I didn’t get a chance. Although I know old me would’ve had a plan. Maybe unconscously im still hurt you forgot my birthday. Especially since I’d never forget yours . Especially since my parents who never acknowledged mine from years 13-19 still remembered. But maybe that’s not the point. Maybe the point is it just shows that I can’t ever fix any of the messes I made, even years later. If Arkadiy wasn’t a lying , rapy piece of shit then id even say maybe hes what you need. But I know you deserve better than all of this. No matter how many times you’ve hurt me, physically or mentally . True , I’m probably only crying because the Ketamine makes you emotional but what I feel is legit. im sorry. I hope you still love me. But you deserve to be with someone who pushes you. And if I can’t love myself, how can I show you? Cliche but I guess it’s true . I hate this. I hate myself. I don’t know how to live without you but as scared as I am, a big part of me knows I will have to soon. All I’ve done is wasted your time from finding the person who truly makes you happy and you’re going to hate me forever when you finally realize it. That you could’ve spent this decade with whoever that is, or bettering yourself. I mean, it’s not like I knew this , but I guess it’s not like I didn’t deep down have a feeling either. Does that make me a bad person? I’m scared. Scared to be alone. Scared to find out theres nothing else out there.
I hope you still love me. 8 years is a long time but you still promised another 492. I hope you still mean it. And I hope you’re at least a little happy. You don’t smile anymore, but you always used to.
Once I was at a plant store and I have this subconscious habit of pulling leaves of plants so I did that and stuck the leaf in my pocket and when I got home I found it and felt bad so I dropped it in a pot with a bromiliad and a few weeks later it had taken root and started growing and that’s the story of how I pirated a plant
If you’d rather be listening to the grammy award winning 1999 hit Smooth by Santana Feat Rob Thomas of Matchbox Twenty off the multi-platinum album supernatural… then you should definitely buy this shirt, let the people know.
my sexuality is that shot in the opening of xena: warrior princess of lucy lawless turning toward the light with wind flowing through her hair, looking more beautiful than any human being has a right to look
like what the fuck!!!!!!!!!
i knew exactly the moment you were describing in an instant but thank u for providing a pic anyway bc……. what radiance!? what splendour.
and the picture doesn’t even do it justice like……….. it doesn’t capture the movement, the way she turns, her face before she smiles, the music playing in the background……. lucy lawless is a gift
Dr. Willie Parker, who is trained as a gynecologist and OBGYN, is a hero for the pro-choice movement because he’s honest about the undiscussed aspects of getting (or not getting) an abortion. Watch how he gives a consultation.
That last statement about regret is so important, because so many people don’t understand what it is or what causes it. Anti-choicers exploit this by manipulating pregnant people and creating doubt, which only increases the likelihood of regret, no matter what decision the pregnant person makes. You know what is best for you, even if it takes some time to figure it out.
I’m dead at his face in the last one like “Did you even try?”
And then when he gets pushed he’s like “Wait no let him try!”
his composure is just everything I aspire to be
OMG IT’S BACK!
CHARLES IS THE BEST OMG
Like how he stands there as if, “Okay, I’ll be perfectly still and we’ll see if you can hit me this time. Come on, it is like I’m giving you a head start.” He’s more annoyed with his cuff link than the wanna be assassin.
FOREVER REBLOGGING THIS.
THIS is how you deal with terrorists
Even if you go down you did it with dignity.
You all do know who his mother is right? You know the woman who stayed home during the bombing of London and drove Jeeps in WW2. They are trained to be final boss overlord level composed at age 2.
U don’t fuck with the Queen
His sister, Princess Anne, was the victim of an attempted kidnapping. The guy pointed a gun at her and told her to get out her car. She replied: “Not bloody likely.” And tried to kick him.
